where is the way of mine to success?

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where is the way of mine to success? ( 2008-9-20 22:22 )

这次准备了许久的雅思考试，最终毁在了我沉重的思想包袱和萎靡的精神状态上，我从来没有想过自己的人生会被卡在这么一个门槛性的雅思考试上。尤其对我这样从应试教育中拼杀出来的重本线本科毕业生来说，本身的基础没有任何问题的情况下却接二连三栽在雅思的手里是我万万没有想到的...

回想起自己读书的路，确实也是如此，没有一次顺心顺利的。小学升初中考试，感冒发烧拉肚子；中考，标准分差2分进自己第一祝愿，差一分进第二志愿的重点班；高考考了全区政治生的前十也没用，志愿没有填好去了华农，呵呵～～～～

Damit ! Maybe this is my fate i can not escape from.Everytime,every chance,every key point in my life,i have to encounter all the factors that prevent me keeping ahead.Crap!~Dude,nothing can stop ur booming pace.The most frightening is urself which is deep iside! Open it ,face it ,fight it,and get it over even hardest!

正因为我的路不可能像别人一样那么顺，只能在无数次地在失败和挣扎中取得顽胜，有时候也搞不懂为什么，磕磕碰碰，伤痕累累，万分疲惫后的自己似乎更成熟，但失去了应有的阳光和色彩，有点儿死气沉沉的...

路还得自己走下去，怨天尤人不是办法，也不能解决问题，既然这是我的destiny，那就面对吧，战胜他，克服他，我能成功的，决不能轻视了！

一个人顺的话做什么都顺，不顺的时候麻烦事和困难却接踵而来，祸不单行。为什么我的人生总是灰色调的，Why ？the rhythm of my life is always slower than the others' , the melody in my life is often so sad and mournful ！The blue color is taken along with me over 2 decades.I know I shouldn't be dead inside & never give up,but...I have been tired of seeking my soul ,I lost the confidence to catch up,i haven't feel the taste of success for a long time...I only wanna know where is the end and when to end!!

Jerkass！There is a rainbow above u just keeping climbing.I believe i can escape from the highest ridin' fences like a desperado.

Here is some parts of the lyrics from the song named DESPERADO that i like:

your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
and freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
your prison is walking through this world all alone
don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
the sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
it's hard to tell the night time from the day
you're loosin' all your highs and lows
ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
come down from your fences, open the gate
it may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
you better let somebody love you,

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